You, Me, and the DTs

Day From HELL.  Finally detoxing from the lack of celexa in my system in addition to feeling like crap.  I would cry for no reason and spent the entire day curled up in my recliner spending money on itunes episodes of BSG.  I woke up knowing the day was going to be an absolute disaster.  I begged David to stay home so that I would have some support but he had a big project at work and had to go.  Spent the entire day crying.  Had suicidal thoughts but didn't act on them.  Mom took the kids all day so that I could rest.  Was able to hide it when the kids got home but wasn't any more productive.  I was so neglectful of my children that L destroyed my nativity and I didn't even notice until afterwards.  Absolutly crap day.

Mood Number: 1

Cycle Day: 8

Meds: Welbutrin which does absolutly nothing.